Change is fucking painful.

(Not that these are any particularly wise words.)

Has it really only been two weeks since that last posting? Wow. Shed a river of tears since then I have. I'm trying to collect them in buckets and find something more creative to do with them.

A wellspring of optimism

I am feeling better about my life than I have in a long time. It's funny, because everything is completely ambiguous and uncertain--I normally have a very difficult time with such things--but right now it's great. I am trying to embrace change. I have no idea where I'm going or where I'll end up. I have a general idea of the ends I seek, but the means are completely unclear.

Cannot, do not, will not, should not. (Why not?)

Talk about the elephant in the room.