Three years ago I fell for someone I met online after talking for a few months. He visited once. I never saw him again. Then we planned to move to Barcelona together, and soon I stopped hearing from him again, too.
I got burned badly. I was devastated. I cried for nearly two years. My anxiety over a repeat situation is almost unbearable.
So that is what is going on with me. I should have told you sooner. And perhaps not in this forum.