We are okay, but that was a kind of primal fear I've never known and am not eager to experience again. After everything was over, we could not hear the baby's heartbeat. My midwife kept soothing me that this was perfectly normal for 11 1/2 weeks, and that I would see her with my own eyes during the ultrasound on Friday and would feel so much better.
Oh, I hope.
I want to sincerely thank the folks who wrote to check on me. Your concern means more to me than I can express.
More of my usual blather soon.