"Get in the house!" she shouted at Nemo as she pushed him up the steps.
"I've gotta go!" Nemo called to me, trying desperately to keep his dignity. "I'm thorry!"
The screen door slammed behind them. The inner door closed, too, with a thunk of finality.
The birds were singing, stupid in their happiness. I stood on the green grass, my shadow like a long scorch mark. I saw the blind on the front windows close. There was nothing more to be said, nothing more to be done. I turned around, got on Rocket, and started pedaling for home.
On that ride to my house, as summer-scented air hit me in the face and gnats spun in the whirlwinds of my passage, I realized all prisons were not buildings of gray rock bordered by guard towers and barbed wire. Some prisons were houses whose closed blinds let no sunlight enter. Some prisons were cages of fragile bones, and some prisons had bars of red polka dots. In fact, you could never tell what might be a prison until you'd had a glimpse of what was seized and bound inside.
Robert R. McGammon, Boys Life
(written in my journal in 1996)
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