"You got a heart and I got this big, big lance..."
March 10, 2009
I remember when all I needed to get through the week was to know that you were the weekend. I figured out so many things we both did wrong in hindsight, but we didn't know any better at the time. We were just kids. We built such high walls around us because we both had so many fears. They gave me the strength to do things I would have never been able to do otherwise; in the end, I think they were suffocating us both. I will be forever haunted by the belief that I cannot be loved that way again, that you were a fluke of the universe.