"...Though over the years I put enough internal protective walls to keep a large army wandering around in the mazes of my mind and emotions for years, I’m working to take them down. Or at the very least to draw you a map to help you navigate through them.
Please don’t lose patience with me. I’m not very good at drawing; my maps aren’t always exactly to scale; and there are places in my mind that I’ve not been to for so long that I have to re-explore them myself as I figure out how to tell you to navigate them. But I’m working on it."